It's not about you

I haven't blogged because I couldn't. Really, I couldn't. I didn't have anything amusing or light or helpful or fascinating to say. I was so self consumed with my own thoughts and personal griefs, that I could barely talk to myself, let alone the three or four people who might read these words. I have been grieving my own life unlived while still grieving over my friends who went home earlier than expected. So I am putting my big girl panties on, calling on my friend and creator and asking Him to help me walk out intentional thankfulness. Come on life. let's get on with it. I am ready to be surprised by joy.